Luck? What's that?

So, I give up on luck. I decided, I don't want any luck anymore. I'm going to make my own luck. I decided, if I want things to happen, I'm going to do what I have to and make them happen, because this whole luck thing just hasn't been working for our family. So let's do it everyone!! It's kind of like the show I'm in. At this point in the semester, I'm really tired, and our rehearsals are always really late, so by the time we meet, we're all dead with no energy to speak of. But this show is super high intensity energy level. But if I just expect energy to magically come to me, nothing happens and I have a horrible rehearsal. But if I eat the right things a little before, and if we do the proper warm up exercises, then I have excess energy, and rehearsal is fantastic!! So, no more waiting and counting on luck! I'm going full force after what I want!!!
So, rehearsal is going fantastic. I got a compliment from my director last night, which really made me happy, because I hadn't really been happy with my performance. She said I found a lot of really good physical positions and pointed it out to everyone. That boosted my confidence: hopefully it's there tonight as well. I love this show and am so excited to perform it in three weeks! It's going to be awesome!!!
The weather today was so nice too!! It reached like 45 degrees I think!!!!! It was great and I wanted to lay outside and have a picnic!! I didn't have time, but I did walk around with no gloves on, and I studied outside on a bench without a coat and it felt marvelous to know the sun still radiated heat!!!!
School is going great: I love school. Today in make-up, though, I almost died!! My skin felt like it was going to tear away! Literally!!! We were doing old age make-up, and so we used latex to create wrinkles on our faces. Do you know how you get latex off? You just tear it!! It's latched onto your precious sensitive skin, and you just rip it! I didn't have the courage to do it to myself and had to have a friend do it. That stuffed just grossed me out when it was on me. And I think I lost all the hair on my face when I ripped it off. The picture I posted here is like a week ago when we did middle aged: that was pretty fun.
Anyway, I'm neglecting homework that's due tomorrow morning, so I better get to it so I'm not up till 2 in the morning again! I'm so tired!! But oh, life is so good!
And I get to finish the fourth season of '24' this weekend!!!! ;)

I love you all!!!!!

Oh, and did you all know that this is a real saying: "Hell bent for leather"? My director said that the other night and we all looked at her like she was crazy!!!